Nowadays nobody wants to travel to Hollywood looking for Lady Luck. "American sunken Dream." In the past mankind said: We'll always have Paris, Hollywood, the ocean, freedom, a beautiful beach where a pretty girl can show her breasts shining with the moonlight. My father told me one night, probably it was a Fairy tale, but I remember that I was loving so much his courage, his fable-moral lesson, trying to give me a better life in other place... My father had Paris, my mother had Hollywood, but I ain't got nothing. I always put the blame in Spain, in this desert world. But I'm really lucky. So far from Hollywood, close to Paris but still distant, I'm still waiting for a better future. It's a pitty, I was born in a wrong decade. 1930 it would be a better date for me. Film noir is not fashionable anymore. No Joan Crawford in Possessed. I'm so fucking oldfashionable.
At the age of 8 people called me old. I always love old music, I was always stealing records in my neighbour's pawn shop and I only wanted my grandma's dresses. "Is not fair, I was born in a wrong decade". I cried when I was only a little girl. My first boyfriend was an authentic sideburns-boy. Is the only thing that pick me up. Sideburns, men in blue suit, girls with too much make up in their eyes, a little boy thinking about "How to Become an Astronaut." Life is not so good nowadays, but I got past enough to cheer me up. Because women need sideburns-men.(Beard is nice too)
